I want to trust You,with all my heart, and I promise you that I do. But today, today it’s just hard to remember the truth. I woke up this morning, and quite honestly I didn’t have the strength in me to face the day. I just wanted to stay under my blankets and sink in the silence morning gives. And just for once, not feel a single ache in my heart, burry pain. It’s as if life is gravitating against me, and I’m fighting back to stay grounded. As if, all of a sudden life’s frustration found a way in all at once, and now, I must find room to let Your light in. But then, I heard the movement of each rain drop, and the rhythm of my heartbeat. You spoke from eternity in silence, and my heart bursted. You reminded me of the little things that really matter. You never miss a thing, and that’s enough to process the pain, of today.